Debt Free Diary - Consumer Debt Help

Consumer Debt Help - Help Me. I Am Drowning In My Own Despair.

Dear Diary,

Why am I here? I just can't fathom why I get up everyday. I mean, for what? To go to school? I hate it there. I hate my whole day and what if I hate my whole days everyday until I die. I might live 80 more years. This is such a terrible feeling. I am so bored and my parents have no money and I can't buy the things I want and at this rate I'll never be able to go to college because my parents are going to be too busy paying off their stupid Neon and credit card bills to be able to afford to pay for college. And if I don't go to college, where am I going to meet my husband? I'm not going to. I am going to be a lonely uneducated old maid and it is all my stupid broke parents' fault. I hate them. I don't understand why they don't apply for consumer debt help so we can get out of debt and I can go to a good college and meet a first year med student and live happily ever after.

Maybe I should talk to a shrink or get on St. John's wart or something. I don't know. I am so sad and I didn't see Jimmy today, so I couldn't tell him all my concerns about consumer debt help. I don't know who else to talk to. I try to talk to my dad about it, but he is so worried about money already that he gets upset when I try to talk to him about debt help. He says he is trying and I know he is, but I know I can help. Jimmy says this is normal. He says when his dad was really in debt that he would get frustrated over nothing. So jimmy makes me feel better about it. I know my dad doesn't mean to get frustrated; he just needs consumer debt help. I don't know what I would do without Jimmy through this whole thing.

I was trying to tell my dad about consumer debt help the other day and he promised to look into it, which made me feel better. I told him that it is real easy. All you have to do is go online and fill out the application. The application is free and everything. I even told him that they offer free debt help. Free help. How could he turn that down? I told him, I've been doing my research and that consumer debt help is the best way to get out of debt that I've found.

Hopefully dad will take my advice and apply for consumer debt help as soon as possible.

ciao, Ashlee